Some things is worse.
Don't I know it, it's like taking a leak at dusk in midsummer Minnesota. Pull out your piece and a swarm of skeeters cramp you mad out of the variegated foliage. Boy if that ain't the Lord singing a song. Splash fast baby.
Torture isn't new to me, I've stumbled upon something else plenty of times; Poison Ivy, nettles, red fire ants. Nature doesn't bother me, it's the environmental cesspool I was born in that spites my existence. I'm an American, which pretty much means I got everything and nothing at the same time. Aerosol sprays, lead paint, cigarettes, booze, laws, ideals, capitalism, welfare…
I never wanted it to be this way. The cookie cutter urban sprawl, strip malls and town home complexes make my soul shine rash itch like a bitch.
I like the ideal of freedom. I live just fine how it is. I have a roof over my head and plenty of ways to get around. I have it made, just like the rest of you. The other America can barely point out five countries on a map. Michael Moore is trouncing around Europe as we speak, spouting off about how ignorant Americans are. Here at home, we applaud his avant-garde approach to Gonzo journalism. I'm offended. I'm not an imperialist, I'm not even a communist and I don't follow the anarchy gig. I can name all the Canadian provinces. My being just retains an inherent right to exist without being scrutinized for being a part of something else. I explore.
Don't know shit from shinola? Get it straight America.
Folks talk to me all the time on the street. I once met this American girl in Prague and she was jumping up and down, imploring me to listen to the
"Screams of the cobblestones"
beneath her feet. She was neat. I listened and heard the cobblestones scream. I thought they were singing a sad old song. That same girl once drank me under the table on becherovka and she used to steal blue kisses from my cheek. I loved her.
She would pick a stem out of the castle walls every morning and twirl it in her fingers. One morning, the stem had a tiny blue flower Kaleidoscoping in her swirls.
"Forget-me-not. Such a sad name for a little blue flower". She said.
We walked down toward the Vltava and across Charles bridge. As we crossed she flicked the flower into the river. She mused,
"That's for all the voices you never heard".
At night I lay on my belly and hug my pillow close, then I tuck me feet under the cover and spoon them together rubbing them to release the djinn inside.