ness is setting in.
s last paycheck
has come in and she hasn't found another job
As I get more nervous I notice that I am also more grouchy
. She knows how to calm
me because I am a guy and that almost
always calms me.
We have enough money
to last for another 8 week
s but for some reason
that doesn't calm my fear
s of being broke
and losing things we own. Doesn't stop my fear of getting bad credit
. Am I anal
about this stuff? Did my parent
s bring me up expecting too much? Am I spoiled
? I am spoiled. I've never worried about money until college
and even then I knew my parents would be there if anything happened. I suppose that if my parents weren't financial
ly well off (they aren't rich) I would never have grown up this way and probably wouldn't feel like I do now. How do people without money do it? I think I would have a mental breakdown
. I am beginning to admire
those with less money and security
than I have.