. This is crazy
. What is happening to me
You know, I think you're right. I AM
just a little boy
. Please treat me that way (Not all the time, mind you
). I'm capable of dealing with things. But...i dunno. Maybe i've been alone too long
. Or maybe I'm a wuss. Or maybe i do expect too much
..who knows? i'm confused
. i remember people telling me how confused
they were when they had to go to university
- they didn't know what to do and shit
. They looked at me and went - wow!
(go go computer geek
!). now look at me...questions that should've been easy as fuck
take me a while to answers. i miss all the signs
and all the clues
. are they even there
! whatever. things will always work out. one way or the other
. they always do.
jesus. i miss coding. works sucks because of that - no challenge. so i browse e2 hehe. boss gets pissed off, i get back to doing nothing. weird. i got less then 5 hours of sleep last night. talking on the phone. everyone is in various stages of disrepair. looks to me like the big dood is failing to hell and beyond. i dont want that to happen. blah, shits i told him. interestingly enough a complete cycle has passed(startin last november.heh..oh november..oh fuck how i hated that..argh the WORST time of my life). all four of us dated(not each other.ew.). all four were depressed and piss-drunk. all four close to failing. i have to node that. shits. life is NOT boring. i gotta say that.