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I spent the very first hours of this day listening to other peoples problems.
Very educational stuff, listening. Of course, now I feel like absolute shite, mostly because I'm ashamed of feeling so badly when my problems are so small in comparison to everyone else's. It's kinda circular.

I'm listening to Portishead right now. Only You. It's hitting home, and hitting rather hard. Right in the middle of my chest. Y'know, the part that feels empty.

Tomorrow is my last day before school starts, but I don't think I'm ready. I've got a whole bunch of bullshit to go through.. registration mostly. I've got to stand in a long line and wait my turn to hand over money that doesn't belong to me.

Sign the social contract, they said.

Hopefully me and an entourage will walk tomorrow. I really need a nice long walk.

Today's music selection:

Skunk Anansie - Post Orgasmic Chill
Bjork - Homogenic
Cat Power - What Would The Community Think
Portishead - Portishead
Beck - Mutations
Queen - A Night At The Opera