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I'm Kara.
But my nickname is Kottonmouth, and that is what I prefer to be called.
I'm a Juggalette.
I'm bisexual; I like guys and girls.
I'm pierced and inked. Its a lifestyle choice. And I chose it.
I have 30 piercings, and 5 tattoos, for now.
I have Borderline Personality Disorder.
I don't take my medicine, it makes me feel weird.
I'm not straight edge; I smoke, I drink. Bad habits, I know. Don't need you, or anyone to tell me.
I love someone, with all my heart. She means everything to me.
What happens when you make someone your world, and then they leave? Where do you go? I've had to find out the hard way. Now I'm scared of love.
I fall way too fast and way too hard. I get attached to people easily, so don't lead me on.
I try to be nice, but sometimes I can't.
Ever since I lost her, I've been a little lost, myself. But hopefully I'mma pull through. I don't want her to give up on me. If she's ever ready to make that jump and take me back, then I'll be right here to catch her. She's the most important thing in the world to me, and the best thing I ever had.
All my life, I've watched as people choose other people over me, and leave me behind. I've always tried to figure out why I'm not important or good enough. Its changed me.
I have changed so much in the last year.
I'm not the same person I used to be. But not everyone can see. The problem is, they still see me as who I was, not who I am now
. I can't be what everyone wants me to be. I can only be me.
But I promise, if you just look hard enough, there's something worthwhile about me.