I woke up in the afternoon today when my sister entered my room with her friend and began playing video games. I lay there watching for a while and then made some kool-aid. At which point I was struck with the feeling of boredom. I realized I had nothing to do. I got very annoyed with my sister's friend and began laughing uncontrollably at absolutely nothing. I signed on to everything and read some nodes. I ended up hating the fact that I couldn't express myself as well as I would like to. I wrote a node on that topic and realized, in hindsight, that it was very contradictory. After dealing with a hefty dose of depression, I signed off played a video game and came back. I'll be seeing my girlfriend tonight and I have yet to get ready for the day. I feel very stagnant and extremely depressed. I hate days like this.