I am speechless
For the first time in my life, I find myself unable to express my emotions through words.
Probably because I've used every cliché in the book already, and this would mean actually sitting down and coming up with something new.
This is something new.
Yes, I had been in relationships before. I have been in love before. But this is different.
I have never been quietly and peacefully happy before. It used to be all bells and trumpets and cartwheels and being drunk on the wine of life. Now, I feel... I don't know. Like I'm sipping on the wine, not chugging it down. Still completely sober, yet, happier than I ever was when drunk.
I've tried writing a poem about it, but I can't.
And so, I cry. It needs to come out somehow.