You are my soul mate
, I love you more than anything. You're the one I sing about when I sing "it's all been done
." You are as cool as Ani DiFranco
, your face shows me a thousand lifetimes. For years you have lived a continent away
but your voice changes my brainwaves still. Coping with your distance, i found Ally McBeal
. Calista Flockhart
looks very much like you, and Ally's character has elements in common with you, my soulmate
. You are funny and loony
the way ally is. And beautiful
. So every monday i can watch my soulmate fall in love ( i have no fear of losing your love for me, none ) and win cases and it makes me happy.
There was a character named Billy
who was Ally's soulmate, so I always identified with him. The poignancies
of their relationship always piqued my emotions. Their history was similar to ours, once together, still in love, best friends
. I would watch, feeling that things he said to her were the things I would say to you. Last season he died suddenly of a brain tumor (how general hostpital
). Despite the soap-opera contrivance it really touched me. The last thing he said was "all my heart, forever" to ally. It hurt to see that happen, but it summed up everything I have felt and will feel about you. I felt such hope, and love and sorrow all running though me. I would die happy if i died in your arms.
Words don't express such things, only a lifetime of being there, of being the best person i can be so i can be that person for you will begin to convery it.
All my heart, Laura, forever.