I whine and bitch about writer's block if not in my every node, then to my own dumbfounded self whenever talking to it. But I am not a writer. I have nothing of value to say. And when I look for eloquent, inspired, perfect words to say my bit of nothing, I end up bumping into silly little brain walls. I am pathetic. I am afraid to demean myself at E2 and I am paranoid. I censor myself, I double guess myself, I have a stick up my ass. I can't express myself because I have nothing to express. But I try to try. I think that some great inner angst will produce a brilliant node. I get depressed, nothing comes of it, my illusions of grandeur are shattered, and that makes me feel worse.