Today I
packed my
books--all of them. Many boxes. My
ganglion cyst may be going away--
miracle! I still miss my
geek boyfriend. Naturally. Last night I
dreamed we had an awful
fight. We've had some
heated arguments, which I view as a
good thing, but no
fighting, and I'd like to keep it that way...I had an awful feeling when I woke up,
before I realized it was a dream.
I keep thinking about the other
almost-love and
lost love of
my life so far, who have both been very present in my
everyday life and in my
thoughts recently. What's the word for this
emotion I feel for them?
I have a strange
desire to see a
rainbow.
I noded a few okay things today despite not being too
inspired, including three
factual nodes:
Lalique,
Alphonse Mucha, and
nobless oblige. Now I feel like
drawing a little; we'll see if that's going to happen. The
muse is
fickle. Speaking of, want to join
the secret Starrynight fan club? Hee. ... I'm rambling.
Good night!