And I don't understand
and I'm not gonna try anymore.
I guess you're giving up,
so I guess I'll give up
on you and me.

We're even less
less than friends.
So I'll give it a year
and see if it comes back
in on itself
like it always does.

So I'll sit there
and stare.
You can laugh
and pretend to care.
And it goes like that
and then it comes back,
year into the next
that's how it progressed.
How am I supposed to
take the fact
you don't even know when I'm
standing right in front of you?
I'm up against the wall
so I'll come back
in awhile.

But I knew from
the reflection it cast
that sometimes a change
can be for the better
.
And maybe it'll be okay
if I give it a year and
maybe I can count on
myself to hold the answers
that weren't in you.
So I'll stand there
and stare
with my head hanging down
and my gaze transfixed
on the ground.
And it goes like that,
and it comes back,
year into the next,
and that's how it transgressed.
What am I supposed to do
when you don't seem
to see
when I'm right in from of you?
Guess I'm just invisible
so I'll come back
in awhile
.

There it goes again
and I'll sit
and watch you.
It'll be like always
when I'm never there
for you.

So I'll turn my back
and ignore your stare,
and walk away
as you really care.
And it goes like that,
and it bomes back, year into the next
we never expressed...
What am I supposed to do
when I don't seem
to see
when you know you loved me?
What am I supposed to do
when I finally walk
away from
you finally understand, this time I won't be back again.