So yesterday I had a nervous breakdown and made the mistake of calling my mom in the middle of it. Therefore I recieved upwards of five phone calls today seeing if I was okay, encouraging me to get some "professional help."

Since last night, I'm doing better. I still have no motivation to do anything. It even seems like a chore to take my dog outside. But I'm trying, I really am.

I made dinner for sane guy and zot tonight. It was decent food, practically gourmet considering some of the other things that I've concocted. They were only over for less than an hour though, and I was very sad to see them go.

After that, I went to watch some television. Mostly old episodes of last season's Real World. Kinda makes me feel better about my life. No matter what is going on, at least I don't have as much drama as they do. I also flipped back and forth watching election coverage. I wonder how the president elect will feel knowing that the people he represents barely wanted him, and that he made it by such a narrow margin. I bet that's one hell of a self-esteem booster.