A lot of people I know find their answers
while lying in bed, just a few short moments before they would have fallen asleep
. However, I tend to find them while I am driving
It was just yesterday
that I suddenly found myself talking to myself. I was lecturing on the uselessness of my life, my lack of motivation
and my total disregard
for my future. For a moment I could have sworn my mother
was in the car. As it turns out, through angry conversation with myself, in heavy traffic
mind you, I discovered that I am not really lazy
, I am frightened
told (or yelled at) the frightened Debbie that it was damn time that she finally made a choice in her life. It's time to be strong, it's time stop letting fear run your life.
I am still not sure exactly what I want from life but I have decided that I will not let the things I want slip right by simply because I am afraid.