My job is draining the life out of me.

Or, at least, something is. I don't know why, but autumn is hitting me really hard this year. I don't know if it's SAD or just depression, but the thought of winter really scares me. I'm going to be making an appointment to see my shrink again. I hope she can help.

I really don't want to go on the Zoloft again. I know it helps, and that's what it's made for, but I don't want to have to depend on chemicals just for the energy to get through my day.

I'm tired of being strong.