I think I came upon some sort of revelation today. For one brief flicker of a moment I understood everything. I saw my essence, and the essence of those around me. I knew everything that mattered to me. And then it was gone. I retained the feeling of understanding, and the memory of knowing, but lost the essence. Maybe it was just a halucination. The same retention powers of a dream.

Perhaps I'm just crazy. For a moment though, I really did feel more whole than I have before. Normally I feel whole, but it was like an entire new world of sensation was open to me. I don't know what stirred these feelings, but they have not left me feeling empty inside. Though... there is some odd sort of lack. Like something missing that you don't quite know what it is.