I lost my battle with not smoking today. The pain in my back overcame my hatred of wheezing and I had a cigarette. The justification of this act is based on an excuse, I understand this.

The disappointing thing is that I didn't get a buzz and now my mouth tastes like hot garbage.

I figured out today that sometime in the last month I've become a database disciple and a factual noder. I've figured out that I save all of my bullshit for my day logs. Which I guess isn't bad.

I have one node title running around in my head that must be filled. It deals with my dog and his inner dialogue.

Ugh. No more smoking for me. Ew. Ew.