I am testing fate here. I'm not ready to have a child
and neither is she, but we can't fucking help it.
I'm an idiot. Over and over again.
Neither one of us can let go, but I don't care.
This is bad, I'm making the wrong decision, over and over. It's only a matter of time before fate takes hold.
There is something wrong with my head.
It's forbidden and we know it, but fuck it.