Illusions of grandeur
Expecting immediate gold
Just want to connect.
Create better friendships.
Stop smoking weed
Afraid of work. Afraid of change.
What am I even feeling? CRUSH
Acceptance - Relax
I never have before, how can I now?
dark ugly feelings
copycat - imageless - lonely
I am just like everyone else - nobody
anguish, wasted time
Waste is the American way
How will I know? - LAZY
Friendship. Destiny. Finite. Accidental.
How am I different, if at all?
I want to chase the goal but am I just crazy?
I can't pretend to work as hard as you.
I don't want to be everyone else
I don't want to be human
I don't want to say the wrong thing. Act weird
Sad but can't cry
Days just pile up.