the state of your mind
is on chemicals
when you wake up
, your room drenched in sunlight
and your body
aching, your mind
is encased in a not completely unpleasant serotonin
. You will feel like this for the rest of the day, after you've showered, and it doesn't make any sense at all to you that you do not feel reborn
after you are cleansed, why everything
is not back to normal
. You will feel like this for the rest of the day, and you will lay on a bed, unable to concentrate
on a movie fully, yet unable to think of anything else, and so instead you will run your hands through the curly black hair of the boy
sitting in front of you, and realize an attraction
for the first time.
Just breathe, just breathe, and remember that it's not real.