If you're ever in a masochistic mood
and looking for something to do
then try caring for/about somebody who hates you.
I'm sure this has happend to other people out there.
Someone you care
about more than you care about anything
else manages to find fault in any and all of your actions and seems to find pleasure in making you feel horrible. But do they even know what they are doing to you?
I'm currently being ripped apart emotionally
in a situation that epitomizes everything I hate
and everything I love
in the world.
to me is the worst thing that can happen to somebody but is sometimes the only way to stop the emotional beating.