Suck it in

You know some days, I'm [okay] with my being. I'm only [slightly] [overweight]. In general when I [look] in the [mirror] I don't [look away] in [disgust]. But some days..I feel so [fat] and [ugly]. It seems that I'm getting more of the [latter] [nowadays].

This is a [work in progress], but it's basically there already.

today wasn't one of them days
where you look in the mirror
andthink to yourself that;
"[dude], you're [fat]"
infact it was a "[normal]" day

but sure enough
the [trip] [home] changed all that
didn't it?

why do you [fake it]?
the moment you see a [girl] on the train 
heck she's not even looking at you fool.

that [automatic] [reaction] kicks in 
like a [doc martin] [boot]. 

[suck] it in
[tuck] it in
that [gut] of yours
coz I can see it
[seriously]

they can see your gut
from across the otherside of the [train]
whether it's [full frontal] or [side profile]
you still look [vile].

        [jeez], your gut sticks out
                must be in the [final] [tri-mester]
                        of your [pregnancy]!

        jeez, your [love handles] are hanging out
                they ain't so [lovely]
                        rather [sickening] infact

        jeez, your [man boobs] are poking out
                go get a [bra] already
                        [fucking] [unter mensch]

a [lard ass] like you
should wear something [baggy]
you [saggy ass] [fool]
here wear this [sackcloth]

suck it in
tuck it in
that gut of yours
coz I can see it
seriously.

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