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Mur\"mur (?), n. [F. murmure: cf. L. murmur. CF. [Murmur], v. i.]

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A low, confused, and indistinct sound, like that of running water.

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Mur\"mur, v. i. [imp. & p. p. [Murmured] (?); p. pr. & vb. n. [Murmuring].] [F. murmurer, L. murmurare, murmurari, fr. murmur murmur; cf. Gr. to roar and boil, said of water, Skr. marmara a rustling sound; prob. of imitative origin.]

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John vi. 61.\n\n

And all the children of Israel murmured against Moses and against Aaron.\nNum. xiv. 2.
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Neither murmur ye, as some of them also murmured.\n1 Cor. x. 10.
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© [Webster 1913].\n

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Mur\"mur, v. t.

To utter or give forth in low or indistinct words or sounds; as, to murmur tales.

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Shak.\n\n

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