Life. It's a big hopeless bag of shit. Well it is for me. It's 2013 now. It doesn't look to be any better than 2012 was. It'll probably we worse. Much, much worse.
Everything is falling apart. And I can do little to stop it. I have no control. I've been living in hell on earth, a waking nightmare, for over 150 days. And the only way out is to destroy most of my life that I've built, or all of it.
I probably won't be around for 2014.