i used to make them cry and they would weep blood tears
in dark rooms. i used to hold, just out of reach, everything in and outside of a universe
. i would stand beside you as if i were across a room or sit in the corner, create forlorn looks, false longing
, feelings of intense alone. i would pull them all down with every word that passed my lips or floated across dead eye stares.
i told you the stars hated you.
and now i am weak. now i sit, and i am the one with cold tears
of loss and you, are gone. i forgot to remember that this, it all ends
, and i was never one to play alone