Elegy V

His Picture

Here take my picture; though I bid farewell,
Thing, in my heart, where my soul dwells, shall dwell.
'Tis like me now, but I dead, 'twill be more,
When we are shadows both, than 'twas before.
When weatherbeaten I come back; my hand
Perhaps with rude oars torn, or sun-beams tann'd,
mMy face and breast of haircloth, and my head
With care's harsh sudden hoariness o'erspread,
My body a sack of bones, broken within,
And powder's blue stains scatter'd on my skin;
IIf rival fools tax thee to have loved a man,
So foul and coarse, as O! I may seem then,
This shall say what I was; and thou shalt say,
"Do his hurts reach me? doth my worth decay?
Or do they reach his judging mind, that he
Should now love less, and what he did love to see?
That which in him was fair and delicate,
Was but the milk, which in love's childish state
Did nurse it; Who now is grown strond enough
To feed on that, which to weak tastes seems tough."