We were standing in the locker room
at the JCC
and he looked me in the eye and said, (in the wordless language
you again, Damian
That hit me in the stomach like a rock, and made my mind buzz
We wandered around and wondered about kissing in the bathroom,
but then someone else came in and we didn't, and then we wondered, what does that mean?
So we went home, and I kept thinking,
Is this real? Is this real?
I went to bed and woke up in the dream and it was real
But then I woke up, and it wasn't.