This will be my last daylog in a long time. I initially intended to use this as a place to self-reflect in order to better myself, but I feel that I have been venting here more than is really appropriate for this type of community. Huge thank you to wertperch, fliphone, and stasik for thoughtfully reading and responding to my logs over the years.
I don't think I should continue to reflect in the same manner that I have been. I feel that I have progressively gone from improving myself to indulging myself. The bad parts of me get lamented and I reiterate that I am miserable. I can't keep doing this. It isn't good for me.
Thank you to everyone. I am deeply grateful to how your thoughts helped me to refocus my conscious mind and understand my unconscious a little better. I am extremely sorry for any anguish or frustration or annoyance I have caused for anyone, mentioned or unmentioned alike, from my poor contemplation and neuroticism.
I will still write here in other ways, such as factuals, poems, and fiction. I no longer need to write daylogs and I think it's time I stop.