SolarDJ's New Writeupshttp://everything2.com/?node=New%20Writeups%20Atom%20Feed&foruser=SolarDJ2002-05-06T08:39:28Zsynthetic stimulant silliness (idea)http://everything2.com/user/SolarDJ/writeups/synthetic+stimulant+sillinessSolarDJhttp://everything2.com/user/SolarDJ2002-05-06T08:39:28Z2002-05-06T08:39:28Z <a href="/title/Methamphetamine">Methamphetamine</a> can do some interesting things to you. Upon <a href="/title/insufflating">insufflating</a> the powder, you're treated to a wonderfully sensual burning that emanates from your nose. It's analogous to having a lover drip hot wax on you, it burns so good.<br>
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So you spend your evening/night/morning/day <a href="/title/spun">spun</a> and all is well until the drug begins to wear off. This so-called <a href="/title/comedown">comedown</a> is what makes or breaks a prospective <a href="/title/tweaker">tweaker</a>.<br>
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The lack of sleep and food, brought on by the stimulant effects of meth, exacerbates the chemical discord taking place within your <a href="/title/synapse">synapse</a>s. Physically you are fatigued beyond anything you've ever felt, yet your brain (whom you will quickly learn to resent) continues its not-so-normal <a href="/title/thought">thought</a> patterns.<br>
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And so begins the synthetic stimulant silliness, that wonderful moment in your life where even the most <a href="/title/mundane">mundane</a> of objects and situations will simultaneously excite and scare you. It is indeed a state of total<!-- close unclosed tag --></p><!-- close unclosed tag --></p><!-- close unclosed tag --></p>…The Defragmentation of the Inner Self (thing)http://everything2.com/user/SolarDJ/writeups/The+Defragmentation+of+the+Inner+SelfSolarDJhttp://everything2.com/user/SolarDJ2001-02-19T07:52:11Z2001-02-19T07:52:11Z Today the sum of my <a href="/title/existance">existance</a> was equal to nothing more than lines, <a href="/title/midpoint">midpoint</a>s, and intersecting lines. A complex human existance <a href="/title/defragment">defragment</a>ed into a myriad of lines and pathways, unfolded like a <a href="/title/map">map</a> before me - directing me to a shadow of an answer, a small forward step in the progression of my <a href="/title/timeline">timeline</a>...<br>
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To totally understand what this <a href="/title/Watching+the+disk+defrag">defragmentation</a> feels like...one would have to <a href="/title/experience">experience</a> it for themselves...to personalize their immediate reality, and to allow their ego to be taken apart and <a href="/title/analyze">analyze</a> the specific parts that incorporate their inner <a href="/title/reality+was+not+found">reality</a>. But for your sake and mine, I'll just describe it.<br>
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It begins approximately 45 minutes after midnight. The surrounding <a href="/title/air">air</a> chilled, almost <a href="/title/crystal">crystal</a>line, however...the outside conditions become <a href="/title/null">null</a>. The sensation of a wave pulses throughout my body, not quite comprehending this wave - I await the next, it will be the first of an <a href="/title/armada">armada</a> of sensations. Next<!-- close unclosed tag --></p><!-- close unclosed tag --></p>…