Arystyr's New Writeupshttp://everything2.com/?node=New%20Writeups%20Atom%20Feed&foruser=Arystyr2009-12-29T04:54:13Zdelusional memories (dream)http://everything2.com/user/Arystyr/writeups/delusional+memoriesArystyrhttp://everything2.com/user/Arystyr2009-12-29T04:54:13Z2009-12-29T04:54:13Z<p>In three, two, one the world will end. Or rather the world will have just begun. It’s hard to tell time when your already dead. Your entire life is just a ticker counting down till the second you die. There will be no choices; you will have but one: to oblige death and accept your fate.</p>
<p>They say life flashes before your eyes when you’re on the verge of death. I don’t see anything. Did I miss it? Am I already dead? Or maybe this thought is the life that flashes before your eyes. What a waste, a pity, a shame that I would waste my most precious moments. <a href="/title/No%252C+my+eyes+open.">No, my eyes open.</a> My dream is over.</p>
<p>I am a waste of life. My life is wasted potential, a deadbeat, I live for no reason. No family, no friends, no companions. I am alone, with only my thoughts and soul. Even they have lost their glamour. <a href="/title/No%252C+all+wrong%252C+that%25E2%2580%2599s+all+wrong.">No, all wrong, that’s all wrong.</a> That must just be a memory of a movie I saw last night.</p>
<p>Let me tell you about the real life I live. I was a man that could handle everything, and a man that could<!-- close unclosed tag --></p>…There was silence in my heart, but you found a way to break it. (personal)http://everything2.com/user/Arystyr/writeups/There+was+silence+in+my+heart%252C+but+you+found+a+way+to+break+it.Arystyrhttp://everything2.com/user/Arystyr2009-12-20T04:43:38Z2009-12-20T04:43:38Z<p>My façade was my shield, my shelter. Without it I was nothing, and would always be nothing. The fear, the misery, the dread, how was there a way that could have driven me out of hiding?</p>
<p>The first time I met you, I could not be sure of your intentions. The time we spent was not much, but day by day my weakness faded. You were the part of me I lacked. I could talk to you an entire day, and for nothing more than a single laugh. It was you that taught me to smile, to trust, to love. I always wanted a friend that could give me the push I needed to jump.</p>
<p>We had all sorts of similarities that made you so relatable when we would talk. I learned so much from you, just like I would my teacher. You found the <a href="/title/silence+in+my+heart">silence in my heart</a>, and put an end to its rule.</p>
<p>There was something different, something faintly resembling in you that I had. It took a long time to realize why I had never met you before now. I now understand that you and I are one, the same person. All I needed was to find myself.</p>No World Left For Tomorrow (poetry)http://everything2.com/user/Arystyr/writeups/No+World+Left+For+TomorrowArystyrhttp://everything2.com/user/Arystyr2009-12-11T17:18:05Z2009-12-11T17:18:05Z<p>Darkness descends upon the world
<br>The light broken and scattered</p>
<p>The alliance is shattered
<br>The people shallow and withered</p>
<p>There is no common goal
<br>A war rages for power</p>
<p>The world already in ruin
<br>There's nothing left to fight for</p>
<p>Morale stretches thin
<br>Hope of a future digs its own grave</p>
<p>People are starving and dieing
<br>Diseases run freely without mercy</p>
<p><a href="/title/It+only+took+one+day">It only took one day</a>
<br>And now there's No World Left For Tomorrow</p>