I've always stood behind my values, they may have wavered, I may have questioned them. Without them you become less than nothing and when someone questions them you question yourself. Well I for one am tired of it. I don't care anymore, I almost hurt myself too many times today thinking about life and it's many enigmas wrapped in bags of dog shit wrapped in more enigmas. Fuck it, and fuck anyone who tries to fuck with these retarded emotions of mine. Fuck I hate emotions, chemical electrical signals shooting around my head. Why must they fuck with my existance. I don't care what people think of me, I really don't, so why the fuck do I try to impress people. When she acts all distraught and upset, I don't care, not anymore, it's done just to hurt me way to often. Thing is, it doesn't, but my conditioned response is to look like it does. Why the fuck, I just have to give up, I can't try anymore. My values are guides which when followed lead me to a land where i'm hated and mocked. So to all of you who fuck with me, who think they'd like to.... go kill yourself and while your at it kill all your stupid friends.