You know those
life changing moments, the ones where, as something happens, you know that
you will never be the same again? The ones where you are
piercingly hurt by someone, or where you destroy the
illusions or
dreams of someone else? When you do something or say something that you can
never take back? When that one
decision is so obviously a
fork in the road that you know that you'll always wonder what would have happened if you had taken another path?
I live for those moments. I live for the times when I know that I am changing my world and my life forever, that nothing will ever be the same again, because at least nothing's stagnant.
I would never want to see the world the same way again - you should never look back, only forward. The way that I saw the world two years ago was through eyes that belonged to a very different woman than I am now. And I'm glad of that.
If I could go back and do it all again, I wouldn't go.
I don't want to see through those eyes again - I just can't wait for my life to change more.