Return to hanging yourself (person)

i see Birds(hello birds !)on the wires
outside,they

are the Black Birds of van gogh's Wheat Field with Crows
now,i

imagine Him painting Fragments,leaving,coming back,continuing
only AtOneTimeEver painting a small Portion
but,this

is not how he painted. I hear Tell He would Spend Hours
breaking,not

a second's concentration,not coming up for Air
this,was

how he lived his entire Life
hanging,himself



It was a hard job painting it. The ground used up one and a half large tubes of white - even though the ground is very dark [...] I said to myself while I was doing it: don't let me leave before there is something of the autumnal evening in it, something mysterious, something important.

Letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh
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