bad bad BAD mood.

people at work (and it's a small company) are unable to remember my name. my name isn't martha or mary. asshole fucks. i've been at this goddamned mother fucking company for four goddamned years, longer than almost everyone, and several years longer than any of the senior management, including the ceo.

today proved to me that i CAN just miss the same fucking stoplight every single day. it's not a matter of stoplight timing, this is the first stoplight i hit. inevitably when i arrive the light has just turned red. and it's a really annoyingly long light. it's a sign from god to get my fatass out of the car and ride my bike or walk to work.

i want to move into a less expensive place. i thought about maybe asking my sister if i could move in with her for a while to save up some money, but with my doggie and kittie, and all my furniture it wouldn't make much sense. the idea of living with a roommate is out. i do NOT play well with others.

more later. hopefully i'll cheer my whiney ass up. sorry for the worthless drivel.