monday morning

today sucks and i don't quite know why. today i hate most everything and everyone. i slept through my alarm. got to work at 11. coffee. coffee. coffee.

the man comes back tomorrow morning. i am nervous and anxious.

more later...

monday afternoon

i can't get the nervous feeling to go away. it's just a constant feeling of doom. not just gloom, i mean DOOM. like something catastrophic is about to happen.

i keep looking in mirrors. looking for something wrong. i can't find anything about my being that anyone would find repugnant.

i came close to finishing a self-portrait last night.

monday night

updated my homenode pic.