I am at
peace with this. I am saddened, and
these are dark days but short ones. Maybe there will be another
time, and maybe there will not. But I accept this.
I crawl away to let a too-eager heart fall asleep and regain its strength.
I never got it till now, now when I am once again one face of many, if not quite
one girl in billions in billions. I got a little closer than that. I take some time. I fall away.
I heal and I
love. Loving is good, no matter what happens.
I think I'm going to miss him, if not as much as I do
now.
Comfort comes when you need it, and you are surprised by where it comes from. But it comes. It does. No one is
alone.