All from a night of tossing and turning.
And touching myself.
Lying perfectly still while
Stuttering waves climb
and stop.
Grabbing the sheets to gag myself
while I feel the cotton on
my tongue and tasting
me over and over.
Checking to make sure that he is
still alseep beside me.
Checking to make sure that he is
always asleep beside me.
Goodnight.