heluhelu

user since
Fri Sep 7 2007 at 20:25:14 (1.2 years ago )
last seen
Tue Jul 29 2008 at 12:27:58 (3.7 months ago )
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mission drive within everything
De-lurking; a year or two is a long time to be voiceless.
specialties
functional invisibility, and academic generalism
school/company
University
most recent writeup
intuitively obvious
Born just before Christmas (well, less than a week), have always been generally overlooked.
Any group that I join, they announce an event by phone, and ours remains quiet.
I wonder how people, with no real camoflage, can be so invisible without effort. Maybe it's because we're quiet.
I always assumed my introversion was genetic, but what if it was environmentally cultured? I do get much more social when I have to spend time with other people.
Since I have trouble talking to people, I'd like to know why no one will talk to me--I have to lurk around someone else's conversation to get any info from anyone. I've always called it eavesdropping, but it is not the indictable offense that Webster details: I am simply lurking.
It bugs me slightly that I practically have to join a club to get invited to a party.