would you walk over soft lines
small worlds to find something more just to feel like less you can't exist without
too many heads thrown together and i've often taken in a room simply wondered at so many lives colliding, sometimes connecting but always so oddly
there.
i've walked through so many outcomes in the last little bit that i'm quite sure i'm completely prepared for anything that could happen, except what actually
will happen.
social barriers.. or is that sociability barriers? i have a lot of them, i think, or everyone else does (not quite so likely). i seem to be able to talk easily with some people, and not at all with others, and i can usually tell which it will be within seconds of seeing them, or at least within the first few words past their lips.
i'm almost sure that the majority of what seem like issues for me could be solved easily enough with a simple brain removal.
i haven't really been on irc or e2 much as of late.. other things going on really, not at home right now.. don't know where '
home' will be when i get back, don't really know if i want to go back at all (actually i do know that, too, i would suppose).
i've been listening to leetle bits of 'magazine', a
jump, little children album and i'm overly fond of a song entitled "
all those days are gone". it's quite nice. the album throws me just a little though, the songs are so strikingly different or insane or soft and slow and seething in potent lyrical content. peculiar. i love it, though.. i do, i do.