I don't understand.
I did nothing wrong.
I love her. I have loved her since we met, more purely, more intensely, than I thought possible.
More deeply than anything that went before.
She is my compass, corny as that may sound.
I am lost now, without her, adrift to no purpose.
without even a hint as to why.
Don't blame me for what I did in my dream
I have never believed in god, but tonight I pray.
I pray that god cares about me. I pray that god listens.
Please. Show me what you would have me do, and it is done.
Or don't show me, as you see fit; I will wait patiently, even if you, as I expect, choose not to be so overt.
God has sent me this experience in order to deepen me, you say?
Let me learn.
I am willing. Anything.
Only let me be hers.
I am hers.