Who the hell does he think he is? "Can I call you tomorrow?" I don't get
online most of the day waiting for him to call. I hate when they say they'll call and then they don't. Nate sucks like that. he's messing with my head too much. I speak to kaerus, his close friend, and kaerus tells me that nate is always speaking of me. nate likes me a great deal in kaerus' opinion. Why doesn't nate act like he does? I think
he has his head way up his ass, he can't show anyone else some
compassion.
I'm so tired.
I don't need a long distance relationship right now. I don't need him to put me off like this. I don't need anyone to make me have a "bad day".
I need someone near me. I need someone to hold on to.
I need someone to lay down and sleep with.
I need someone to buy worthless girfts for. I need someone. I don't need nate. I dont need another geek who doesnt know how to treat a girlfriend. He gets home at
3am and I ask, "Where were you?" His reply, "out with dakla watching some anime. I watch anime with her a lot" SO.. he rather watch some fucking
cartoon than get on his computer and talk to his
girlfriend. Even then we hardly talk anymore.
He's so distant, and all I want is to be close to him.
I'm obsessive.
I need someone.
I need help.
Where are you Tosh?