October

October is a miser's dog.
October will bite quickly into you
with none of September's licking and pawing.
With a heavy snort, half the leaves from the tree outside your warm bedroom
explode like brittle excuses.

October smells the insincere,
and rips into it
without gnawing.
Muffle your apologies through a high collar, wipe away fake
tears on your tight, shiny fake
leather gloves.
You will never see October stir.

October watches you drag
your padded shadow along for a walk,
tail slung between its legs, back-lit
by the dying fires
of summer, shivering.

Everywhere is October's fenced
and frozen yard, its dark pissing-turf, where you belong
to smirking whim and hot breath and cold teeth
as soon as the leaves turn brown
then black,
and October finally shakes off a long false sleeping.


--jurph, 1996