is what occurs when you start masturbating and suddenly think of your ex-significant other
who really screwed
you over and your fantasy
turns into a 'why didnt i ever fuck
her like *THIS* when i was with her, i bet she'd remember *THIS* for a LONG TIME.'
In all truth, this is a kinda of odd case.
This is a method of masturbation
that i've developed to help me through thoughts that come up that would ruin the moment
for me. I stop masturbating
for no reason. Including company
Could also include masturbation activities that were violent
... like slapping your self in the face, calling yourself names
, or just jerking off a little to hard for reasonable safety
See also: Fist-Smash Method
for additional ideas.