A song by Timotheus:

Ugly

(Copyright (c) 2000, used with permission)

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

Could you not have said it any other way?

I'm looking back and it makes me feel okay

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

I did not speak of the story that you read

I did not tell them what it was that you said

Nor do they know that you wanted me dead

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

A fire in the heart, tongue as sharp as a dart

A jerk, an asshole, it is all in the dark

Codependent were we, we thought we were smart

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

You were addicted, addicted to me

I was very high that evening when you ran free

The truth, it was too ugly for you to see

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

I laugh a lot now at the killer whale tank

I've got no one else but me, myself to thank

Detonate, fire, only into your own rank

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

"It was ugly" was a cruel thing to say

Could you not have put it any other way?

I'm looking back and it makes me feel okay

I made mistakes, but be that as it may

"It was ugly" was an ugly thing to say

Ugly is the name of Life Of Agony's second album. It was released in 1995.
There are two versions. The normal version, with 12 tracks, came in a normal jewelcase. The limited edition, with 14 tracks, came in a special tin.

Line-up:
Keith Caputo: vocals.
Alan Roberts: bass.
Joey Z: guitars.
Sal Abruscato: drums.

Tracklisting:

1. Seasons
2. I Regret
3. Lost At 22
4. Other Side Of The River
5. Let's Pretend
6. Ugly
7. Drained
8. How It Would Be
9. Unstable
10. Damned If I Do
11. Fears
12. Don't You (Forget About Me) (a Simple Minds cover)
13. Coffee Break (only on the limited edition version)
14. Redemption Song (Bob Marley cover, only on the limited edition version)

 
 

Track 6, Ugly was written by Alan Robert, Sal Abruscato and Keith Caputo.
It's deals with what everyone sometimes goes through, when you have the feeling that nobody understands you, that you're different, and that you just would like to move away from your present environment.

Ug"ly (?), a. [Compar. Uglier (?); superl. Ugliest.] [Icel. uggligr fearful, dreadful; uggr fear (akin to ugga to fear) + -ligr (akin to E. -ly, like). . Cf. Awe.]

1.

Offensive to the sight; contrary to beauty; being of disagreeable or loathsome aspect; unsightly; repulsive; deformed.

The ugly view of his deformed crimes. Spenser.

Like the toad, ugly and venomous. Shak.

O, I have passed a miserable night, So full of ugly sights, of ghastly dreams. Shak.

2.

Ill-natured; crossgrained; quarrelsome; as, an ugly temper; to feel ugly.

[Colloq. U. S.]

3.

Unpleasant; disagreeable; likely to cause trouble or loss; as, an ugly rumor; an ugly customer.

[Colloq.]

 

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Ug"ly (?), n.

A shade for the face, projecting from the bonnet.

[Colloq. Eng.]

C. Kingsley.

 

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Ug"ly, v. t.

To make ugly.

[R.]

Richardson.

 

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