slip ripple, distort, sensible coherence mingles with random shift jumps in concept. The calm logic which coarses my mind begins to recede
as a new drive entrenches
. Slow filtering in to replace in pieces, water on paper spread blotting. Allowed to watch from a distance, as if cautiously cleaving to two separate instances, the same person diverging
. Split escalating. The developing order is augmented while old existing diminishes to extinguished. Must be, careful that my attention to the transition is indirect, concious
concentration will shatter the growing lattice.
Lightness approaching from the drop weight of rigid reality, thought structure unbound
. Once complete, motion cumulative compounds to unstoppable. Curious absence of coherence the only guiding
force, this madness, detached from the world since moved within. Entrance grand, nearly a facade fury calming as shift complete moving adrift in this darkness now. When I fall, to sleep.