It used to be full of stars, but now I'm full of scars.
Somewhere near June 6, 1994 I got lost in:
Give everything you can to everyone you know A journey ended begins again letter-writing is always before an absent addressee My way of showing love was consumption To hear her sing December 25, 2006empathy Is that your final answer? in the wake of your leaving Tell me what I'm supposed to be feeling Rancho Nuevo based on events that may have happened The death of the uncarved block March 9, 2005 Dream Log: June 4, 2003 No journey worth taking is easy Ghosts April 30, 2004 happily ever after I hate myself and want to die To Love, Honour, and Betray A kind of calm like no other Complacency Ring of fire My preconceived view of perfection could not accommodate her. So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past November 24, 2005 betrayalMay 12, 2004 Everything Day Logs (page 0) leap of faith This is this. This is not something else. September 10, 2002 If I should die before I wake After this, everything got louder and no one could be heard May 21, 2004 pinpoint Basics of personal mythology In Response to a Homophobic Friend sense of humor your life is a plotline symbolic link February 23, 2004 to say 'yes' to one moment is to say 'yes' to all of eternity Hey Man, Nice Shot Well? Which way to the light? Quay 1994 games people play I don't Daylog but I'm Daylogging immature Alternatives to breaking up a relationship Forgiveness She was most amazed by the obvious, like January and the fact that I could not possibly keep her. Mind the gap June 4, 2006 To all the cold people who want to be warm again Someone Saved My Life Tonight The one the queen keeps her eye on The Desert of his Soul A dance on the dark side Suicide Your angel stayed long after everything else was gone A journey never ends This is how we begin again The Comfort of Depression How far are you from anything? Pet Shop Boys Waiting for the show to be over. In oh-so-many ways. The river changed its music October 18, 2006 obsession Conflict and personal mythology Anastasia She is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever Sometimes friendships were meant to be destroyed The Book of Christina Confessions of a hybristophile Experiences with Death Do-It-Yourself Depression Control World War II Timeline: 1944 8BBS Beau Geste The blueprint of the soul Decoy Tobacco Road The only thing stopping us is the pressure. If your machine can withstand it, we are already on our way. Some who wander are lost One last kiss before the long goodbye Hermetic The Hardest Thing July 10, 2005 July 14, 2007 Back to School Why I love Everything2 Those who are idle are complicit angst May 6, 2007 Presidential perks Soul Dragon 1992 Master and Commander Ian Hunter answering machine May 18, 2004 One more look at the ghost before I'm gonna make it leave Arise, Lazarus Insomnia The art of reinterpretation I pity a man with no scarsEvery Tuesday, I dress as a 46-year old woman and waitress at a diner on route 27. This is the meaning of life. We're screwed, my friends February 22, 2005 I Believe June 6, 2004 Forgive me for who I am when I wake up Keep the faith Go where there is no snow Everyone is right December 2, 2001 Saturn Return Tina January 2, 2003 That morning the sun rose in the west