"Now I am severely
dependant, and
addicted, and I WILL beat the hell out of the addiction," he says.
"Every second of the day is
agonizing now."
Maybe you could use some nicotine gum? Or the patch?
"I do not require assistance. I will deal with it psychologically."
This is not the story of a normal smoker.
"The true reason I started smoking was because i wanted to become addicted."
"That is why I linearly increased my dosage."
Why? Why would you want to get addicted. Simple. Because you want to quit smoking.
You want to experience it, and prove you're strong enough.
"It is challenging, and I am enjoying it."
This is a true story.