she is carving mice into
mountains of paper
and there are
holes in the drawers into
which you will bury the sun
she sends letters upstairs each Wednesday
a short walk to the park,
followed
the sundials
of sidewalks your feet
tap on the cobblestone
fled on the branches each
as daybreak
ducked behind the trees
ate bread
cross-legged on the floor
sang to me each limpid
intimation
I laid on my back with the wind from the harbor
piercing into the creases
sewing together the walls in piano strings
rang still, wintered through this broken chord
she is carving mice into the sun
there in the ocean are
their tired silhouettes
there in water's blanket-folds
I have shoveled the weariest tunnels
to search through the letters
-for six decades, although
in their collapses our graves, lungs
amidst illegible undertow