You know it's
poetry when
the words choose themselves, when they come
unbidden from the part of your mind that stores
Yeats and
Keats and
Bukowski. When you cannot sleep until you get it all out, like the
gory aftermath of a night of
too much alcohol, when the difference between
pen on sketchbook and
fingers on keys is negligible. When you correct yourself,
scratch out,
backspace, because the
flow is wrong and thus the
sentiment. When you
shake as it overwhelms you and
your back hurts and
your vision blurs with the strength of it. When all the
past stories are meaningless pieces because
small talk is unimportant and you're accessing the
undercurrents, but you won't feel the
smooth cold on your feet until the
rapids, the foamy unstoppable waves of
creativity, are past.
You look back at what's come out, the
end product of your
ectasy, and think, I did that? It came out of me? Because you don't recall the
process by which you produced it. There it is,
staring at you, final, but how it got there is a
mystery, though you clearly see the pen shaking between your fingers.
You sigh and think, now I can
go to sleep.