let you fall, watched you bleed

i'll let you fall from arms that could hold
it is what you want
you thrive on the feeling that 
     splits a heart 
        kills a thought (hope)
you are so much more than broken, you breathe
i heard softly, and today, you forget how much
it means that you are, you are everything and
nothing, of the best sort your lies are so full
i will
        never
               i said it, never, be that to you 

i will not be the one comforting your sordid 

           poor me

i will be the one
waiting for you on 
the other side of jaded..
                          i am here.