The summer sun
fills me, and
empties me...when the
warmth soaks into my very bones it drives out all else. I can't think of my
troubles, or my hopes and fears.
How can you think when you're full of *being* ? If I could think, I would be afraid to
speak, to
touch anyone, for fear the light would burst forth and burn them away. How fortunate it is, then, that when I am filled with
light and happiness I am
emptied of thoughts and left only with being, with
seeing, with
loving. I am a child of summer, no matter the
season - I do not want to think, to worry, to fear that I
will be
misunderstood, but to love without need for restraint.
The summer rain quenches my
fears and my needs, and the
lightning charges me, lifts me up and fills me with such
energy that I cannot possibly be
contained. In my heart I fly on the stormwinds, make the
trees shake with excitement,
touch every part of the earth with fierce
caresses. Every
wrong that I have ever done is
washed away by the rain, and I am left with
laughter, and a
fey strength.